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| What do you do when you kind of need help but you've tried once and it made you feel only worse? Try again! I know, I know. I'll try again, hahaha.
Gosh, this post is making me feel a little worse. BAD POST! | | |
| It's hard, just like it was the years before, but I think I can do it. I mean, I can't do it. That's absurd. But God can kick my tush right where I need to be. And as much as I am dreading all obstacles and wish for a smooth sailing, it's good to be placed in turbulent waters from time to time, right? Experiences are what shape us so I need to embrace all of the above: easy to swallow or suffocatingly exhausting. Gross pill analogy. I usually see anything I struggle with more than once an indication that I didn't do it right the first time. And usually, it isn't hard to think of why I did something or another wrong. So, I should be glad to receive a second chance! I am! I am glad. I just hope this is the last second chance I'll need :D | | |
| I HAVE A BED I HAVE A BED I HAVE A BED AND IT FEELS SOOOOOO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD | | |
| I think God is a big fan of 'hide-and-seek'.
I know, God tries to be very silly.
He pretends to ignore the fact that light is most visible in
greater darkness.
I think God might also like to play 'tag' as well.
It seems like He's spent most of the time
trying to catch me. Well, He has so now it's my turn
to chase after Him.
God, have I been able to tag You yet? If so, please, let's take a break and hold each other for a while. | | |
| I'm on my sister's laptop hehehe she doesn't like it when people go into her room or touch any of her things. I am very inconsiderate and rude.
I was thinking about how God uses everything in our lives to make something beautiful--that is, if we let him. Let's take, for ejemplo, poop. MAN i talk about poop too much! Anyway, so poop is definitely the one thing most people would not want to ever smash their face against and deeply inhale the rich aroma of. But our God is a funny God. Let's say we're to fertilize soil with, let us say, poop, and plant seeds one day. I think it's common knowledge that the flowers that bloom would benefit from the poop. And what do we as human beings LOVE to do unless we have allergies? Smash our faces against the flowers and deeply inhale the (rich) aroma of them. hahahaha Funny guy.
So last night I was a really wanting to go home and read the bible and journal. I even cursed a red light for making me stop. I said 'i curse you' hahahaha. I hope no one dies.
But I get home, I delay a little bit in my car, go home and kind of roam around the area, and then finally sit down on the floor and think. I reach for my journal, open it, write five sentences, and go to sleep LOL. I think I need to be more careful about what I write. I woke up today in a rush of anxiety, feeling like I didn't honor God by spending time with Him. But then, I read my journal entry again and here's what it ended with:
"Please, though I am only here by myself, bless me and meet me amidst the noise. Tranquilize me so I may rest and fall into your soft lap that asks for me so dearly."
... HAHAHA I think God answered my prayer.
Today I am thankful for laughter. I had a really good time at Mr. John and Mrs. Jean Kim's house with the Young Adult members. Guesstures is amazingly exciting and hilarious. My cheeks hurt from laughing and that hasn't occurred in a very long time. And I really enjoy being in the company of the group. I find it easier to laugh a deep, belly laugh with sincerity. I know I'm the youngest member by far but it feels like it doesn't matter anymore. At first, it was intimidating to the maximum, but now I'm very comfortable and since knowing they're older, I'm glad because then I won't get TOO comfortable. Wow, maybe this is a double thankful post. Hmmm ... which one am I the most thankful for? This one is definitely hard. I love them both. | | |
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